But, before she dies, also once because of body’s grief, but groans day and night. I cannot feel sadly, also does not flow, even if is the false tears, only felt the life strange and could not know in advance.||||||Has lost the tears, did not know whether also to lose the kindheartedness which I believed. Elapses to the life ignores lets me quail.
I longed for that retrieves my tear. Once attempted the onlooking sensational novel or the movie, passes through in mine mind only then is actually false and is artificial and so on phrase, cannot find impulsion which bursts into tears slightly. In the memory indistinct can recall to mind the last time cries, as if is to mother’s tearful eyes.

I am playing little hand, boundless deep feeling: You are the makings of deal really. Small show my hand however, fasten contented, far still from my target move. I say, with respect to a so big the facade of a shop, how much can you earn The ground casts small small in a huff a word: Do not have prospect really. See I am silent, laughing to ask me again next: Do you love not to love me I say, is love speak out Small did not talk, very long, very long, she just sighs with emotion faintly: Some love want a loud cry to come out, how to know you love not to love a person otherwise When do I see you say to love me During, leng Heqin musical instrument has come to the book a few times.

I all along prideful apply for a job searched very long, arrive all the time the October that blows an air cooling, I just became teacher of a history in the middle school of outskirts of a city. The life is a lot of more comfortable than before, but, the salary of two people adds up still be less than 2000, and Ma De puts one share cash to buy a house even. Occasionally, my person sits in dim hut, feel the future of I and Ma De is so untouchability suddenly. Ma Deceng passes via saying, my occupy lets inside 3 years two rooms in the house of one hall, but, this is a promise that cannot cash only.
Be in both hands bubble in the winter when me so cold that the dress washs in biting water when, I feel we can not afford even a 2000 washing machine, be what is more,the rather that more ten even the house of hundred thousands of So I believe, that is love only what medium person says is foolish effervescent lovers’ prattle. Lovers’ prattle, making without powerful material exhibit the foundation of mat to go up, always make popular feeling acerbity. Whole winter, ma De is more busy, occasionally the whole old ground that rectify constellation is in a company to work overtime make a program, lose my person in hut.

What I would like to work together in this life to the old girl. Simple and happy life lasted a year, when we want to Xiaona Meet her parents home when they out of the subject. Xiao Na family is ethnic minorities, religious beliefs, habits are different, the original I know, not think this is a big deal, I was
Taitailielie man in life is not quite care about the details, I can with her, I would like to home people do not have any views on it. Xiao Na’s parents can not think of it decisively against her and my friends, Xiao Na said she was mainly due to their different ways parents only objection, but my education and
So the conditions may also be one of the reasons it does not satisfy. I think she may be a moment against the parents, and slowly it will good. Not only do her parents refused to see me, but also clearly to be and I Duanjin between Xiao Na. By Xiao Na’s character, how could such a yield on it?

Familiar with the Xiao Na, the world changed like: blue skies, trees so green, the flowers so beautiful, everything is clear after the rain, like summer, fresh, colorful, cheerful. I have not had the years before. A kind of loved, I need to wake up feeling numbness and apathy of the heart. Since then, the original mixed with the boon
Is rarely seen me. I met almost every day Xiao Na. Class when she did not go along with the movies, swimming, ice skating … … her class, I’ll be waiting outside, or slipped into the empty seat to sit in the back of the watch light readings. Not for me to progress, Xiao Na is also critical of the
Beginning, but when I bring up the way to learn to trance has not said. She said tolerance, she reminds me that learning in high school unpleasant events of the past, its better to let it so, anyway, can cope with the work. I am very grateful to Xiao Na’s savvy and always happy to meet. I think she is